Sunday, May 25, 2008

I want that i wan this!!!

people only know how to ask ask ask ask for more!!!!

did u ever wonder if u dont have everything u have now?
the things u like is taken away and give u the things that u dislike!!!!

erm... hard time ya...

i dont know why do i ask so so so much last time... why cant you just enjoy the things that u have now? and what is given to u is a blessing??? but noooooo people like us wanted the best! even the best of the best....

haiz... if they only can feel what other's have.... then their themself will be thankful for what they have rite now!

as the bible did told us that the thing's u ask for is not given is not because they dont give u but is just not the rite time for u yet...

how thankful are u to food that u have? how thankful that u are towards your family? how thankful are u with your body size and house that u are in?

all this are a blessing to u!!! if u have that thing even is not the best, in the end u do have it! is better then u wanted it but u dont have it...

it take's me 17 year to know this... too bad for me... to late... now i am suffering to change my view on life which is very very very hard to do....

it's hard... but if u make a afford u can do it!!!

believe that u can and u will do it... have faith and trust Him with all your heart even the hardest heart will soften....

too all my friends out there.... no matter what u having now... humble yourself b4 Him and have a thankful heart wherever u go.... God will have his plan on u....

Saturday, May 24, 2008

hehehe lobster man!!!

heheh i am cutting the lobster leh!!!! wakakaka


poor poor there dont get angry just chill there ya!!1 i try to make it as qiuck as i can!!!!
shhh1!!!!! dont tell anyone ya!!!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

What if

What if?? that is the best Word i say to my self....

not to say i am scare or anything.... what if the things i did in the past i will re-do it? what if i didnt say that word? what if i didnt type in that xxx website address? what if i dont ask my friend what is the lastest website? WHAT IF i dont even try to do wat i do?

erm... too much of some... i guess there is alot of question to be ask... because i i have now is wat i wanted! or izit? some time i ask my self is this what i wan???

i hope i can know the answer b4 i tell people something.... if some one ask u some thing there is only 3 answer u can give them.... 1) to follow what they wanted to hear... 2) agianst them... 3) act dumb, stupid, and go with the flow...

after that u will keep on repeating the same question... WHAT IF i tell him/her this or that other then wat i have told them....

my life took a life changing course when i told my friend that i will go to her follow her to a place that i was once so bored about....

once i join them i felt like an outcast unitl they start giving me their warm welcome that i was not expecting...

1 year and 10 month down the road that i was still with them and seen alot of things that i will never ever hear about or believe that it is real!

what i can say is u need to feel it yourself to believe it....

now back to wat i wanted to say.... what if i didnt keep my promise that i will go with my friend to church that have an impact on my life so great that i die for it!!! i really will....

in this 1 year and 10 month of my life is the BEST time out of my 18 years of life.... why? cuz the priceless value of knowing Chirst!!!

u may say i am crap-ing talking big!!! but i got 200 youth just like me will support me on what i am saying....

christ change the life not only mine!!! but the life of other's....

i cant imaging what i am doing now if i didnt go church!!! Club-ing perhabs?

i love what God did to me!!! and i wan more of it....

so to all my friend out there that wanted to take your own life away just like that... if is then end of the world for u just because of your boy/girl friend left u.... what dont u give our God a chance to Show u the light and the path that u are suppose to go....

What if...
what if...
what if....

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Food Food Food 2...


that is just my 1st year!!! think of it when i am a really Chef!!! wakakaa







Food Food Food!!!

1st day of pastry Class... erm.. good food.... wkakakaka